Wow. That's really about all I can even say at this point. So much has happened since I've last blogged. It's actually quite ridiculous. Yes, I still like Spencer. Yes, I still have many problems with my best friend. But I've started liking someone else, too. Because most of the awesome conversations between Spencer and I happen outside of school, it's hard to remember how many good conversations we do have. It's even harder when other people have flirty cute conversations with me, too. A) I'm not used to it. I'm very doubtful that either one of the boys like me, but I'm attempting to keep my head high and think positively. B) They both have a tendency to piss me off, so I'm not sure which one I really like and which one is better off as just a friend.
But lucky me, fate brought me what I was dreading. In english, we always get randomly assigned seats. The past few times, I've been lucky enough to not be placed in the awkward place of sitting at the same table as Spencer, but to instead be in viewing distance so I know when he looked at me. Which was quite often. But today, new seats. And I got the pleasure of sitting right next to Spencer. The worst part is that the girl who he likes for sure (since I'm not sure if he likes me, too, but his friends say that he does like Elizabeth a litte) sits across from me. All she does is use him. GAH.
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